…you unexpectedly realize “the love of your life” was cheating on you for god knows how long and has been in a Facebook status worthy relationship with some skanky looking girl for a month and a half already.
…you realize that “the love of your life” is obviously not really “the love of your life” and you were very, very wrong.
…you realize that what little part of your world made sense was a complete and total lie.
…your entire world is flipped upside down.
…you realize that you were duped… again.
…you realize that you are stupid and naive and your self confidence plummets.
…you begin to question everything you thought you knew.
…you feel completely devastated and lost.
…you realize that *knife in chest* feeling you’d thought had gone away, has just come back full force, completely unexpected and far worse than you could have ever imagined.
…you realize you are going to need more damn Ativan.
…you know that you are better than this, better than *him*, but you’ve still got to grieve for what you thought was the truth.
…you become unsure that you will ever know how to trust again, or worse, that you will keep on trusting the untrustworthy.