They Say With Age, Comes Wisdom…
Love is confusing. It’s complicated, it’s messy, it’s imperfect. It makes mistakes, it slips up, and sometimes it falls flat on its face. Sometimes, we get to a point where love isn’t good enough. We took the chance, crossed our fingers and put ourselves on the line, and it didn’t work out. We loved, but … Read more
Find a New B.F.F. with Gaiam TV: A Fitness Buddy at your Fingertips.
The first week of January, I took a stay-cation to get in some R&R, unwind a little, and kick-start a new workout routine. I followed my kickboxing DVD every day while I was on vacation and I felt great! I got bored with following the same two workouts though, even though I tried rotating them. … Read more
Things People Forget
Just because I’m smiling, doesn’t mean I’m happy. Just because I’m not crying, doesn’t mean I’m not about to. Just because I’m laughing, doesn’t mean I’m not dying on the inside. Just because it’s been a month, doesn’t mean I’m finished grieving. Just because I put makeup on, doesn’t mean I’m better, it only means … Read more
New Year, New Life
Well friends, as you can tell from my last post, Christmas was a bit on the rough side. Truth be told, I was missing my Dad. The holiday was tougher to get through than I’d anticipated it being, and I think that caught me off guard. I’m looking forward to New Years Eve being a … Read more
The Grinch
I’ve had a million things I’ve wanted to write about lately, but I just haven’t had the energy for any of them. I’ve been struggling to hold it together, but have managed to at least fake it fairly well. Every so often though, like tonight, I just can’t do it. It’s Christmas Eve, and I … Read more
A thousand words won’t bring you back, I know because i’ve tried, neither will a million tears, I know because i’ve cried. -Anonymous
“It’s so curious: one can resist tears and ‘behave’ very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer… and everything collapses.” ~Colette The … Read more
I Don’t Even Know How to Cry
This month has sucked, to be frank. My Dad died. I had to hold it together, I had to tell my brother, I had to plan his funeral, I have to deal with estate stuff, and at some point I need to find the time to grieve. I’ve also been sick. I can’t breathe, I … Read more
